Yeah, I updated a couple references and one picture of Amara and her larvitar XD but that doesn't mean I had a lot of free time, those were like made in a couple of hours THAT I SHOULDN'T HAVE WASTED ORZ||| but I needed to post them up 'cause I comissioned and I'm going to comission two more asking for Amara and Kouiji

I just had one final yesterday and a test today that I had totally forgotten about, so I'm really really hoping I didn't bomb them. I have to write a paper instead of a presentation for one of my classes. TWO projects for my other class and I don't know what else.

Math homework. MY GOODNESS Q_Q but it'll be over December 3rd and then I'll have some free time, you guys have no idea how happy i'll be.

Seriously.

And about the last journal. Sorry, I was suffocating after all this shit was happening to me and the fact that I feel like such a failure to everything and everyone and not to mention I'm such a wuss. Dammit.

I wish I was more braver and that I would finally tell zach that I like him.

I wish I didn't procastinate, that way I would have more time for myself.

I wish that I had more self confidence so that I wouldn't doubt myself.

I wish that I could be a better daughter and help my mom financially.

I wish that I could make things better.

Wishing isn't going to help me, but I can't help it. I hate the holidays, they make me feel miserable.

But Happy thanksgiving to us Americans!! lol I won't be having turkey XD My family doesn't eat that but I think i'll try to cook a chicken!

And you can bet your money that I'll be posting a lot more things after December 3rd [Winter break for me till like January 19!!!! CX love college man]. But for now, you probably won't see anything else lol. I'll try my best to at least start on what I owe or finish depending on some, but thanks for putting up with me.



_{I wanna see Zach >3>}